sometimes, I just can't help myself...
I am a very reclusive person, by nature...I can't help it, it is just the way I am...
I so envy people that have friends that they do things with...all of my friends have moved away or just don't care to try and stay in touch.
Most of my family have their own thing going and not a lot of time for anything else....
I just wish I could be more carefree and outgoing...
Wish I knew what to do to get myself out of being a recluse....it's just hard..